Luna Shadows - The Nineties

Stream the debut LP "Digital Pacific" now: https://empire.ffm.to/digitalpacific​​ Subscribe to my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/lunashadows Shop the store: https://www.lunashadows.co/shop Directed by Luna Shadows Creative Direction by Luna Shadows & Jori Teplitzky Cinematography by Luna Shadows & Thomas Powers Animation by Jori Teplitzky & Lu Nasciamento Editing by Jori Teplitzky and Luna Shadows Pixel Art by Lu Nasciamento Assistant Direction + Creative & Production Assistance by Thomas Powers Special thanks to Teddy Dief for the connects/consulting & Mira Brock for the slams Shot on iPhone Written & produced by Luna Shadows, Sombear, and Thomas Powers From the upcoming debut album "Digital Pacific" ►Exclusive Merch: https://lunaxshadows.storenvy.com/ ►Follow - Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/lunaxshadows/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/lunaxshadows Twitter: https://twitter.com/lunaxshadows Website: https://www.lunashadows.co I never forget a fear, starting with my earliest visions of how I might go: falling into lava or quicksand, two scenes that the 90's video games of my childhood painted as fairly possible outcomes. Fast forward to me as a clinically anxious adult: I sometimes cannot distinguish between things that are actually harmful and those that just feel bad. My anxiety wants my body to believe that every threat is equal - bizarrely, the physical anxiety that accompanies me on an airplane can sometimes feel as emotionally threatening as being left on read. A call from an unknown number will send me into a panic spiral, and so forth. I wrote this song at a time when I was experiencing such debilitating bouts of hypervigilance that the simple act of leaving my home felt frightening: everything everywhere was out to get me. So many things could go wrong in a day: car accidents, shark attacks, lightning strikes, drowning, losing loved ones... I go through periods where I pull every and any nearby fear into focus. When writing "The Nineties," the attempt to fit as many of these fears as possible into an upbeat production was a very deliberate act intended to help me view myself with a lighter heart, to take back some control, and to laugh in the face of my anxious habits.